成長這件事。

2016年2月，
有一點特別的日子，
因為寶貝去上課了。


二歲八個月，稍微聽得懂話，但卻又有點懵懂的年紀，
然後，就這麼跌跌撞撞的去上課了。
妳的狀況反反覆覆、時好時壞，
有時候笑著跟我說妳明天還要上課，有時候大哭說妳想我，
媽媽的心情也跟著妳起起伏伏、上上下下。



要面對的事情還很多，不過當妳跟我發牢騷說同學怎麼惹妳生氣時，
我的嘴角還是忍不住上揚了，帶著一點點的惆悵，

哎呀，我的寶貝在成長，生活周遭開始出現了別的人事物，而不僅僅只是外婆、爸爸和媽媽，
那以後呢?妳會不會開始拒絕跟媽媽出門，可是媽媽還想帶妳走遍世界各地耶!


沒關係，在妳成長的過程中，不論妳把我在擺什麼位置，媽媽還是會默默的在旁邊，陪著妳。

8/30

Actually, I feel very upset last week due to the shipment of India. I’m very depressed of myself, my careless.
The only thing that I hope is everything can be solved in Monday.


Sometimes, it seems I’m too cared about my performance of job to do other things well. The mistake I made. All I need to do is keep it in mind and remind myself DO NOT happen again.


But now, I don’t know how to release my bad emotion.

8/28

First day, I try to write something down to improve my writing skills.
Because I realized that the vocabularies I know is not much.


These days, I have two co-workers was injured when they’re working. One of them needs to rest more than three weeks due to the bone fracture. But the most upset is, I’m very shocked about the reaction of my boss, I think the only thing he cares about is their absent, not condition of injury.


I never expected to meet a good boss. I think it’s very common to take care every employee. But the most upset is, most of the employers are focusing how much money they earn in Taiwan, not how important of the employee. They don’t think so that employees are their asset in the company.

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Sometimes it makes me feel uncomfortable when people keep to ask something out which they want to know
They always pretend to be curious, but it’s impolite actually.
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感想

媽媽真的很難當。
但是只要妳健康快樂，多苦都值得。

100天

Dear baby,

今天是妳出生的第一百天，
剛才外婆打電話來說，妳翻身了，
聽著外婆電話中又好氣又好笑的說著當時的情況，
其實媽咪的心酸酸的。

並不是吃外婆的醋，只是覺得…
啊~我不是第一個看到妳翻身的人。

心裡難免覺得惆悵，不過不管怎麼樣，
媽咪還是希望妳明白，我很愛妳，很愛很愛。

Missing

Dear baby,

哎呀，看到之前的文章還是會想哭。
人家都說為母則強，我想在生活上確實是這樣，
可是對妳呢？我始終是沒輒。

等等媽咪就要登機了，飛去離妳很遠的德國，
不知道回去時，妳是不是又不一樣了？
希望時間快快流逝，然後，讓我回去親親、抱抱妳。

寶貝，媽咪好愛好愛妳。

撕裂

親愛的寶貝，

只是短短的分開五天，可是我的心好像被撕裂一般疼痛。